Well it's one o'clock now. I was planning on trying to study for math, but it seems I'll just have to save that for tomorrow. Days seem to just blend into eachother now. Time in college just seems irrelevant. There are days that I'll stay up 'til 3 in another dorm and there are days that I'll take naps at 7:30 in the evening and wake up, work for an hour, and go back to sleep. Maybe that's what makes me sick. I think it's sad that this is the 3rd time that I've started to get sick within 2 and a half months and it's always the same feeling. Hopefully I can kick it this time.

As I'm sitting here listening to my roommate snore, I just thought how nice it'd be if everyone blogged. There's a couple people that I always come around to in my mind, and wonder just how they think. How they evaluate their lives. How do they look at people. Sometimes you just want a straight answer. Sometimes I just want people to speak, unbiased to whoever may or may not be listening. I think that's all this blog has been for me. A place where I can just say what I want to say, what I know I should say but maybe I didn't have the courage to say earlier. That's important. Sometimes we just need to be real. Today's one of those days that I'd just like to be a senior in high school again. I'd do anything for an early release lunch run to Chipotle with those kids. Or maybe to just cruise. I miss my longboard. I miss the air, and the solitude. Hitting the hill after a football game, riding the vacant street. Moments like those are irreplaceable. Tonight I'm missing home just a little bit more than usual. Things seemed really bright in Virginia.

Well it's time for God and bed time.

Keep The Peace