#10

Discuss my first love and first kiss:

First "love" was freshman year. I don't really know how I feel about it, but it was definitely a learning experience. I have this thing where I seem to like the girls I get into relationships with way more than they like me. So I guess that leaves me open to get burned. I realized that all relationships don't have to be bickering ones in junior year when I was in my 2nd relationship. I think that was the closest thing to love in that form I've ever felt. I wish that one could've worked out and I find myself thinking about it every once in awhile. I guess when it comes down to it I was too young? I still don't really know exactly what I want. All I know is that I want someone who wants me for me. They want me because they like me, the way I am, the way I look at things. I guess I want someone who can listen and look through my eyes and ride through my dreams because they just want to see how the view is from my perspective. That's all I really want I guess. Someone interested. I feel like my first love and first kiss was in junior year, and I hope my second love will be my last.