Today I've been given the idea that change can happen at anytime. I believe it. Today will mark the day where I will go about fixing some things. I know I'm not alone but it's funny how your knowledge of facts never make the overcoming of certain adversaries any easier. But today I will overcome. Today I will finally hold myself accountable. Today I will be stronger. I forget how short this life is. I should live one day at a time and give all I have to God. Even though I'm not perfect, God will use me. I have been chosen.

So today is the day God. I'm going to give this one up to you. I know you respond to action so I am going to do my very best (for real this time) to stay on top of this and be faithful to you. I pray you give me the strength to press on when I don't feel you. I pray you give me the wisdom to recognize temptation and deception and take joy in the fact that you said that these troubles are opportunities to grow in faith. I pray that you'd give me the power to over come. You are God, and it's time for me to be humbled.

In your son's name.