
I guess I've decided I like college. The more I'm here the more comfortable I'm becoming. I find it extremely hard to concentrate on work though. Time seems elusive. I'm starting to realize that life is so fragile. Not just in the idea of life and death but deeper than that. Feelings, actions, words, thoughts... they all affect people. I'm starting to see that a lot of what people do either affects how I think or how I feel. Many times I'm either turned on or off. I think I really have an idea of what I want ya know? It's pretty crazy how there's a million fish in the sea and I'm just looking for one that I want to be mine. Maybe it's lame to still believe in love but I think it's out there. I really just don't want to settle. Does anyone feel like looking for a relationship is like a job? Well I've quit. Looking just makes me want tired. When I'm tired I'll settle for anything. I guess I'll wait. Story of my life... I'll just wait.
I really don't wanna be that guy that just talks about himself, but it's been awhile and I think I'd like to let everyone know the good and bad that has been going on in my life lately:
Good-
God
The Squad
Ho-lland ladies
DJing
Smiling
La Roux
Chex Mix
Turtles
Bad-
Sickness
TO be honest, when you think about it, life is what it is. I've found myself thinking a lot more lately, "What am I doing". Which I guess is good? That's how life should be. It's so much more exciting when you can't see over the edge but you dive in faith knowing that you'll land among the clowds and float your way towards greatness. Or failure? Who cares, I just want to jump. Let's get out of our boxes brothers and sisters. I need to love more. I'm slackin. I have this crush on the worship leader at my new church. When was the last time you saw a girl with a beautiful voice that has a heart for God that can play the piano or the guitar and sing at the same time. I love girls that can sing. I love classy church girls too. Anyhows I'm tired, and I finally got my post-its so I should be able to start my happiness campaign this week. I'll take a couple phone pics and post them up in the near future. I hope everyone has a wonderful week.
Keep The Peace
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