I could use some good Bible verses tonight. I miss my heart.

I've been struggling to make friends with my roommate. He's really nice and all which is cool, but something about him really irritates me. I think it's the culture gap more than anything. Little things that I used to think were funny are now just annoying. I know I'm not supposed to be best friends with everyone, but it would be nice if i wasn't just so irritable ya know? Communication is just so hard because everything is so slow and his mindset about life and other things are just so much different than mine. I just feel like I'm being intruded on all the time. Which isn't true at all and he's not doing anything mean, I just have never settled with him since day one. We're just WAY different. And it just bugs me being that I'm around him everyday ya know?

Does anyone have any suggestions? I've been praying about it and I don't want to feel this way about it but I do. My heart just hurts, I feel like I've lost patience and that's not good. I want to love people, but it's tough. I don't know how Jesus did it. That's why He's my saviour. He probably looks at me and thinks the same thing sometimes. Whenever I keep falling back into this habitual sin. I just want my head to turn around. I need to soften up again. This whole college thing has made my feelings somewhat internalize. Maybe it's cause I feel like I can't just vent to somebody anymore. All my best buds aren't here. I wish I could just see them face to face. I could use some honesty right now. Anyways I'm gonna go look and pray for some wisdom. Hopefully this weekend I can dance my socks off and get closer to God. I hate feeling lost.

I love and miss my friends more than anything. I miss you FE.

Keep The Peace