9/22/10

I'm so blessed I don't know what to do. This past week I've forgotten that. Sometimes while I'm here I forget why I'm here. I forget that I'm just passing through... this moment is just a blink in my life's continuum. I've been away from God this past week. I hate that feeling. It's like being away from your best friend when you need them most. You're just lost. My life has changed so much. Things feel meaningless without God. God if you're reading this, I just want you to know that I'm sorry. I know my time should be better spent and I need to focus here.

I just want to make people dance ya know? That's what I'm good at. I want people to feel the positivity and the passion in music. Music is just so therapeutic to me. I can just unwind and fall into a world where everything just moves and grooves. I wish people were open to feel that. I wish we would just close our mouth sometimes and just feel. Just move like we were supposed to move. There's so much rigidity in the world. People expect us to see and expect us to look and expect us to think and expect us to feel a certain way. I feel like we're so chained up sometimes that we've lost our ability to break free. It's not okay to stick out anymore for the wrong reasons. Why is that? I wanna know but I sorta don't. Even if I did know that won't change anything, it starts with how we live our lives I guess. I want to make people happy. I want to make people happy just by being me. If I can't make you happy then I'm sorry, but atleast you've seen me for me ya know? I love people.

Keep The Peace

(that picture is awesome isn't it!)