This college life is tough. Nothing seems real. I feel like I'm stuck in limbo or something, just with a bunch of work and other people. I miss that family feeling. I guess I miss home. I dunno I just want to see my neice. She's growing up and I'm not there. This is cool and all and I'm really excited, but it'd be nice to visit. I miss my church. Some things about your life were just getting nice and then-- it's just different. Maybe I just need some sleep. I just want to be in my own bed again. Just for a day. Today is one of the few days I miss Stone Bridge, my childhood, my life. I'm gettin old. I'll be 18 in a month. It sucks how time flies...