Monday, October 11, 2010

update 10/11/10

I haven't posted in a while. I don't really know why, I think it's just because my head has been doing more talking than my heart. My thinking hasn't been going through my heart filter lately and I don't like that. I've been talking different and thinking differently and it's not good. I don't really feel like myself so I guess that's why I haven't been writing. I really do miss my space, a lot. Sometimes you just don't want people in you're room you know. My room at home was my sanctuary. That's where I went to get away from it all and to hear myself really think. That's gone now. Regardless I still love Pittsburgh, I enjoy this school, and my friends are pretty cool cats for the most part.

This weekend has been pretty nuts I guess. Friday me and my boys attempted to go to a frat and party. I don't really like frats up here, and we haven't felt the desire to check out a frat party in a while. The parties just seem weak. The music stinks, they run out of beer too early so friends don't want to stay, and they also try to charge me 5 dollars when I don't drink. Coooool guy. Anyways we just rolled back to the room and chilled. It's weird going out sometimes. I'm not really into dancing, and the girls here at night get a little suspect along with the guys. I guess I'm more into observing and just listening to music and talking. Sometimes you just wanna be out ya know? Well friday night sucked.

Saturday was cool. We went to the mall with some friends. Found a sick sale at Gap and picked up some goodies. Then I spun my first college party at a friend's house we met at a football game. This was probably the sickest party of this month no lie. I've never had so much fun at a party, and I've never seen so many people come through a house over such a long period of time. There were two kegs and they were gone within an hour. That house made bank that night and there were still kids coming in and out after 12. It was a banger, the kids were dancing, and the floor was bumpin. I like being behind the music a lot more. I love when kids can appreciate what I work hard to do and have fun. I'm glad I finally got to show people what I can do. Such a fun nght.

Sunday we went to South Side and Squirrel Hill and bought some stuff. We went to the exchange where they have all these used cds and stuff and sell them really cheap. I bout Enema of the State, Will Smith's Willenium, and a breakbeat cd for a dollar each. That's frackin awesome! I also bought my first record today. It's a Rick James record that has both super freak and give it to me baby on it. There's just nothing like vinyl. It's history. It just sounds so warm ya know? So I can't wait to play that when I get home. Sunday night we watched Stomp The Yard and Whip It with the squad. I don't really feel comfortable going out on Sunday night. It's God's day. Not saying that every day isn't but the rhythm of Sunday doesn't match those of Friday and Saturday.

Things have been pretty good I guess. My birthday's tomorrow. Midterms are coming up and it's time to crack down. I miss my friends from home a little right now since everyone was home on break. Sometimes I just want a Kathryn hug, or a smack from Chloe, or a dap from Sean. I love those kids. Anyways I just miss God more than anything. I miss my peace. I miss the positivity in my heart. I need to do some work with Him this week. I need to get back in my Bible and seek some things for myself. I haven't been self-evaluating and it leaves me somewhat dry. I need to write some letters too. I'm so sorry to all of you that have written me. I just got envelopes and stamps this past weekend and I've had 3 papers due. I'll write you all after I finish this. If you read this far than I just wanna say thanks for letting random thoughts come into your life for this short period of time. I still feel somewhat relieved after I write something like this. I hope everyone's having a great fall. I miss you all and I hope to hear from and see you guys soon.

Keep The Peace





these are some pics of the setup saturday night... and trav

2 comments:

  1. Hey Egey,
    I know exactly how you feel about the whole heart filter thing. I've been thinking the same thing recently but I haven't been able to put it into words that make sense. I'm glad I read this. Just know you're not alone (and I'm always here if you need anything). <3, Kaitlyn

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