I guess I'm in that spot again. I hate struggling against myself but that's how it always seems to pan out. I get away from God for a couple days and my mind just falls apart. I know that's how it's supposed to be, but maybe now's the time to really recommit myself. I don't know what to do, I feel like somethings you just gotta do for you. Maybe this is one of those? I can't tell, it's hard to figure out what I need cause I'm me. I trick myself. I guess it's time to go soul searching again, I just need a space of my own. Somewhere outside where I can just talk and not be weird. Maybe do some yelling? I feel like my mind needs to just be releaved. Ehh I'll figure it out. If any of you all pray I could use one. Sometimes you just need to know that someone's thinking about you, someone on this Earth wants to help. I'm lost for now, but I'll keep looking. The sun always seems to shine regardless of how bad the storm was.