I'm just in that mood right now.

My summer has been super bleh and I just don't know what to do about it.
I'm not excited about things anymore, I feel like I've lost my edge.
All I can think about is this freaking math placement exam I have to take...
And I suck at math.
I don't know if I suck at it or if I just don't have the patience or discipline.
Sometimes I just wish I could trade brains with someone smarter.
It's weird how the life that I've feared living is encroaching upon me.
Maybe I've just spent too much time thinking.
I don't even remember the last time I had fun which is sad.
People I knew I don't even know anymore.
Summer has literally just burned my head out.
I wish I just knew what I wanted to do with myself.
I guess it wouldn't make anything easier, but it'd be nice for my mind to be at ease.
I just don't know where I fit.
I never thought I'd say this but I miss where I was at freshman year.
I need to get happy about something.
What do people do when they feel like this?