RUDE

I think I'm a pretty happy guy in general, but today I was reminded at the chorus concert that there is nothing that irks my nerves more than rude people. I love music, especially chorus since it's something I can't do well at all and I respect those who sing a lot. I get sooooooooo annoyed when people deliberately talk or make odd noises while the performances are going. How old are we? for real can't we get past whatever stupid impulse that is going through your body making you want to act inconsiderate? That pisses me off to know end to the point where i was seriously getting angry. I'm one of those kids that doesn't really cry, but when I do cry it's usually cause I'm so pissed off or dissapointed at people. I was getting to that point today ladies and gentleman, and as i thought about how rude it was to be making that much noise while someone out there is trying to watch their kid perform I realized that there's only a few kinds of people out there, and this type is one I'm starting to see more and more often now. Just the general neglect for another person, and it's interesting because I don't feel bad for the one on stage who is getting interrupted, I really just feel bad for that person that has not enough self-respect to control themselves for a minute and is instead attracting all the negative attention to themselves without even really understanding that they are being seen in a derogatory light because of there actions. That's just me though... this is something I'd like to change in the world if I had magic powers. I guess for now I'll do my best to try to lead by example.

Besides that I'm just tired I guess. This isn't much of a blog post it's more of a rant than anything and I'm sorry if you're reading this in utter disgust but this week has been a little rough for me. Just because I haven't really had much time for myself. As selfish as that sounds sometimes you just gotta get some time for you, to do something you love, to have some fun on your own terms. I haven't had that once this whole week, I've been running back and forth from school, showering and changing, going to concerts, games, 2nd practices for soccer.... just too much to the point where I'm not enjoying the moments anymore cause I'm just worrying about what I have to do later or the next day. If this is a teezer of what being a grown up in the real world is about then honestly I'm really not interested. Fun is crucial in my life and I really need to have a reunion with my dervish and get back to cruising my stress away. That's when I'm at my best. No worries, just crosstepping my way around my life and gliding through or over the next obstacle with grace. That's what I'm about right now.

Keep The Peace

p.s.- Alison Lewis.. I'm sorry your cookies were late today but I just want to dedicate this post to you and your straight hair because you looked very prettyful :)