the simple.

I've been thinking, and i dunno it's all added up to me just getting out of Ashburn for a little while. I find it harder and harder to talk to people around here, everyone seems just so caught up in the material, and the now, and the I part of life. Isn't there so much more to the world than the small trials we all face on a daily basis? Look at Haiti right now, or any other third world country for that matter, we are blessed to have so much in this town yet I feel like no one even knows what they really have. I dunno, maybe this isn't simple at all... maybe this is way more complex than what I understand it to be? I'm just yearning for a good conversation that's all, nobody seems vulnerable or accessible these days. Who are you? Who am I to you? What do you really care about? And why do people need excuses to make change? You don't need a new year, being 18 so you're legal, or any other reason for that matter to make a change. We were born with the ability to choose, free will. And from what I can understand, nothing is stopping us from being the better person we all can be.... So before you complain about your next problem or FML... get off your sad sack and decide truly to yourself, i'm gonna make something happen because I want to, and I'm gonna do it. Take a jump for once without consulting your friends, as much as you want to please everyone and make everyone happy, sometimes you just gotta do it for you, cause in the end that's all you got. I guess this isn't very simple at all... sorry