bleh.

Do you ever get that feeling where you're just so out of it that even the good things going on in life seem pretty boring, and at the same time you're too lazy to even give the bad things enough attention to make you feel bad? Well that's pretty much the name of my game today. The word I use for this feeling is Bleh, and will probably be my best descriptor for the rest of the week. I'm just tired. I really wish I could just be doing the things I really care about... like longboarding, mixing music, playing music, taking pictures, and smiling/laughing. Friends are pretty sweet too, but I'm pretty used to riding on my own and learning a lot of stuff. Bleh is like soggy milk after you've slurped all the cereal out. You know why it's there and it's got a very distinct flavor yet it just sorta is what it is. That's how I'm feelin right now. It's one of those days that I wish I was simple. You know those people that are fairly one dimensional... they got their thing in life, they do it, they're good at it, they go to sleep, they wake up, and are content walking through their life on cruise control. I wish that was me today. It'd be nice to be normal today... sorta study, go through school just waiting for the weekend. Party. Forget. Remember. Repeat. Yea this post pretty much sucks, but It'd be nice to fit today.



Whenever I need a pick-me up I can usually dig through this drawer and find something. Best friends are still the best even when you never get to see them. Four years of memories are in this drawer and I'm glad I've been able to be there through it all, even if it was just on a piece of paper.

Miss ya bud