3 days.

Living never stops. Life is pretty wild if you ask me. We were born as beings that naturally functioned and now we have grown into these complex humans with feelings and responsibilities etc. Sometimes I wish life just stayed a little flat for a bit. I feel like just as I'm catching my breath I'm hitting the next drop or loop in the roller coaster. There's just a lot going on ya know?

Money.Sucks.A.Lot.

I wish money didn't make or break dreams... make or break families. Money is such a factor when it really shouldn't be. 3 days from now it'll all be different. I reminisce on all those who have invested into my future and I just want to say that I'm gonna try my best to be successful no matter what. So many people have just spoken success and victory into my life to a point where I truly believe I can't lose unless I let myself. It's gotten to the point where I'm really going to be put to the test. These next 4 years are all on me now, and it's crazy to think that I'm ready for that. Shucks I'm only 17. I'm not stressin, just thinking.

More than anything I'm just going to miss my family. My family are the types of people that are ALWAYS there for me and ALWAYS understanding. I'm gonna miss sitting at the counter for a couple hours after dinner just chatting. Real talk. Small talk. I'm gonna miss not being around a loud group of friends and peers and just listening to my house. My home. Life's changing before my eyes, almost as if the floor's just coming out from under me. My closet looks naked. It's just a lot that's all.

I really hope things turn out alright. I just pray for stability during times like these. God does everything for a reason, and has never forsaken me. When I start to think like this I guess it's best to just re-realize that I'm not in control. Now's the time to let my light shine and live just like I did in the womb. Time to use my natural instincts to keep myself alive. In 3 days the beginning of the rest of my life will commence. I think I'm just about ready :)