
You know what I love more than anything right now????
Not knowing things.
Have you ever thought about how much time we spend just trying to figure things out? Shuffling through our minds trying to make sense of stuff that even if we knew what the origin was, would it really matter?
I am so happy right now it's rediculous! I love my life! I couldn't complain for a second and when it comes down to it I'm going to smile 'til the day I die. Why? Because I don't have to know all the answers. I don't have to understand people or the world anymore to feel satisfied with myself as a human. I don't have to have a girl by my side or a medal around my neck. I don't need this world anymore... You know how liberating that is!? It's truly wonderful. I've found who I am, what makes Egey tick and it's extraordinary, and it's simple.
Another thing on my mind that came up in conversation with some of my buds is the whole texting communication relationships junks. Why do we text? Why don't we call eachother up and speak like human beings and organize a time to meet face to face and talk? Why would it be assumed that if I called you right now and wanted to have lunch just to catch up or get to know you that I HAVE to be IN LOVE WITH YOU or INFATUATED or even sensually interested? I really wish that was different, and it's gotten to the point where I'm just done with it. I'm done playing love games. I just want it to be straightforward. I want to get to know you and I'd like to think I'm somwhat interesting enough that you'd like to ask me some questions and learn about me a little bit while we're at it. Is that too much to ask for these days? I guess so...
This is super crazy but if you actually read this whole thing and would like some elaboration on any of the above then just let me know and we'll have a quality conversation ;)
Keep The Peace
This makes me happy
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